We covered the mirrors and...
There are times when we feel extracted from our ourselves, disconnected and lost.
There are times when nothing makes sense and we do not see the point in fighting.
There are only hopeless breaths and movements.
Disillusion, generated by some unbalanced chemistry or dramas which maybe we do not even recall anymore - the results are not afraid to show though
There are times when we are just despair and all we want is NOT feel anymore! Times when we think we did and enjoyed and suffered everything what could have been possible to in this world.
There are so many of us considering ourselves unlucky or left aside, we are just disconnected from our inner core, from our own inner child, from our own womb and water spring.
We just offer a simple silent NO.
We were so afraid to lose everything, but didn't move a finger to save it.
If you read this, you already know I am so sorry ( " I am sorry I hurt you, I am sorry I left you behind, I am sorry I was not compassionate, I am sorry I was mean, it was just my suffering").
It was my covered mirror, my closed heart and my cage - my depression.
BUT there are so many few more thousands of different sunrises and sunsets to be absorbed, so many people to share our hearts with, so many cakes to bake and share with the birds and children, so much more love to make, so much more things to learn, libraries, books to read, countries to visit, shoulders to collect, angels to praise, music to listen to, so much more trash to be cleaned, so much more sleep to enjoy, so many more springs to come and winters to connect us to our ancestors, summers to invite us to a party on the beach, smiles to generate and share.
We are all these, even if we do not see it anymore.
I almost do not see it anymore, but I want this to change.
There are times when nothing makes sense and we do not see the point in fighting.
There are only hopeless breaths and movements.
Disillusion, generated by some unbalanced chemistry or dramas which maybe we do not even recall anymore - the results are not afraid to show though
There are times when we are just despair and all we want is NOT feel anymore! Times when we think we did and enjoyed and suffered everything what could have been possible to in this world.
There are so many of us considering ourselves unlucky or left aside, we are just disconnected from our inner core, from our own inner child, from our own womb and water spring.
We just offer a simple silent NO.
We were so afraid to lose everything, but didn't move a finger to save it.
If you read this, you already know I am so sorry ( " I am sorry I hurt you, I am sorry I left you behind, I am sorry I was not compassionate, I am sorry I was mean, it was just my suffering").
It was my covered mirror, my closed heart and my cage - my depression.
BUT there are so many few more thousands of different sunrises and sunsets to be absorbed, so many people to share our hearts with, so many cakes to bake and share with the birds and children, so much more love to make, so much more things to learn, libraries, books to read, countries to visit, shoulders to collect, angels to praise, music to listen to, so much more trash to be cleaned, so much more sleep to enjoy, so many more springs to come and winters to connect us to our ancestors, summers to invite us to a party on the beach, smiles to generate and share.
We are all these, even if we do not see it anymore.
I almost do not see it anymore, but I want this to change.
I know I must surf this wave and bring the light back into my life.
I wish to rewire my brain, embrace life again and I need your help for that. And yours, too. And yours, too. And your, too. And your, too... And your, too. 
Please, step in.
-waiting for suggestions, links, actions, invites, ideas- Thank you!
Please, step in.
-waiting for suggestions, links, actions, invites, ideas- Thank you!
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